endless infatuation

not as in never ending for one but as in never ending variety of women who can draw my infatuation with the female being. so many women... so many million ways to be alluring... too often only personality is the real truly 'ugly' strong enough to create disdain or disconnect from a physical appeal.

like a long lost artist friend of mine once uttered:

"beauty may be in the eye of the beholder but most men can agree on ugly!" c.hearty

one can often narrow down the true type of women that for any individual man has him at a moments glance, but I find that with me, that would then be thousands of women. > eyes > soul > hair (colour or character)> smile > skin > laughter > mannerisms > openness > faith > curvaceous > prococious > meek > slender > sassy disregard > determination > voice > sense of body/self >

a partial and random list of the endless supply, some known and unknown:


Carla (about the rest its really all talk - i am her's forever)
Ledemure (my inspiration, first infactuation, and just plain awesome)
Deanna (shoulda, coulda, would)
Jodi (cowgirl beauty - save a car and ride a non-cowboy for once;)
Mariah
Ms. Learned (since I was 14 she has had me)
KLawton - so innocent, so sincere
Heather (lets face it some playboy girls are just plain beautiful)
Ramona (would do anything just to be with her once)
Margi (vive le france)
Long Lost Lisa (wouldn't even pause if she so much as winked)
Page 3 Tara
Erin W (give me a sign any sign)
Celeste (wanting her was not a lie - still do - it was just bad timing)
Paige (sometimes I wonder why and then I see you, mystery is an alluring animal)
Silver Screen Starlets: Carla G, Kate W, H Berry, Amy A, M. Stowe (cause we all have those we wish we could know more intimately)


To think that list could grow everyday from the random stranger in the elevator to the landscaping store lady who is helping us learn about plants... beauty is everywhere and frankly it is all sexy, all exciting, and all anxiety filled. AND often, so many after drawing admiration they speak and thier personality just sets the hook that much deeper.

Thanks to all of you for being so unique and staying unique.